Okayy guyss i have to do shoutouts cuz 2 very important ppl did one for me and i dunt feel like writing on a lame comment so i must do it on a lame entry^^so here goess
Becca...
You kno i love u rite babe? weve been throo SOO much together its hard to believe we jus met not even a year ago. U n I are conjoined at our butts i swear^^ well mai butt to your thigh... lol well wiffout u i dunno what i would do.. even the littlest things u do make me a whole lot happier. ur so beautiful in every single wai dat i kno and i admire u jus for being urself. ur such a hero. uve been throo soo much i dunno where to begin. none of the words i can say can even describe how much i love u.. i love dat u are tryin to be closer to God, not for ur frends and famili or neone, but for urself. God is amazing in everything he does u kno..and i tink he made u and me speshulli for each other...in mai lyrics i sed our hands dont fit nor do our eyes... but i think iwas wrong... wen mai hands are wiff urs, everything is right.. u n me mite not look da same.. talk the same.. or do nething alike.. but i bet u are mai twin.. in some freaky way..beccy i love how u are strong and wont let nething bring u down. i love how u misconstrue mai stupidity as "cuteness" i love u altogether. now that God has sent u to me, i cant ever let go...I thank God, cuz without all the trubbles and the trials and love and happiness he has put me throo, i wouldnt be here ot meet u...even if we ever fade, i will alwaizz love u, i will never let go of u like i did mani others. this is a promise. i love u beyond words... remember i am nd alwaiiz will be ...ur lullaby song...<3
Miso0o...
Heyy hunni... i love u so much beyond resoning... u seriousli hav no idea, sumtimes i could jus open mai whole heart out to u. things i havent told neone b4... its like u are me... but not at the same time.. if u kno what i mean ^^haha its so weird... the frs time i eva met u we were like in elemantary scool at uris bdaii parti and we were so close but we ignored each other. It took us THIS long to get to know each other. but we made up for it rite?? u r da frs and onli personwho i will feel da same around wen we run in da rain.. i remember da rain used to make me sad, but u made it be mai frend and hav so much fun. I love u alwaizz and foreva and even if we ever fade dont be afraid to come to me and start bawling ur eyes out or telling me things. even wen words dun cum out and u hav nuttin to be sad about but u jus needa gud cry, jus look at me and i will understand. I will alwaizz be there for u. I mite never match upt o ur wonderful gracie poo of course xP haha but i hope i am close...ahhh i wanna say so much but it wont get outta mai mouth.. the onli time i could ever say it and it sounds rite is wen u are actualli here in front of me....u r so beautiful and gorgeous and jus int mai eyes perfect.. who care if both u n me are not "regular" height rite? were beautiful the way u are.. i swear that God made u speshul on this earth...^^ muahzz babe i love u~
Karen...
Man.. u kno i had such hard time deciding what order to put this in, i had to make it randum - -;; cuz i care for u ALL da same... wel heyy hun.. ive known u longer den ive known alot of ppl....i remember u n me were alwaizz sed in like one line or as the same name... lol .. u know u hav changed and i am so happi u hav, u hav become alot happier ive noticed.. more stress but about the rite things.. about scool and not all that stupid stuff me n u used to cry about.. if onli i had changed too - -::sigh:: i am so glad everything went better for u amd i hpe it will continue.. God has reached u and u responded perfectli and i thank him for dat. I love da old karen who used to cry wiff me about stupid things, but i love da new karen as well. u enlighten me so much to do better, and even tho we dont tallk as much as we used to i still love u da same and more as wen we were in eightth grade. I would never ever let u go if mai life depended on it. u stayed wiff me throo everything in life wen i fell and wen i flew...u are basicalli who i call wen im in need of help.. i hav never ever been mad at u or upset wiff u... and ive been md at lmost everyone b4.. da onli thing u ev do i is put a smile on mai face.. cuz ur so cute and caring and nice and do whatever u can to make ppl feel better... i love u so much and even if we fade, and i will never ever let that happen... jus cum to me wen u need me cuz i will alwaizz be there no matter what. plz dun forget me bcuz i will never ever forget u.. i mite not hav changed as well as u did but im still lil shana.. and if u loved me then.. u will love me now.. karen u will alwaizz be mai best freind for life.. the onli one i would ever use BFF for .. even tho that is corni.. ahaha i will use it for u. i love u and alwaiz will...<3
Tinee....
heyy babe!!... u were alwaizz so mysterious.. i alwaizz wundered what was goin on in ur head.. and stil do lol... i love u so muchh... i remember u n me alwaizz had da deepest convos or the silliest ones... haha ur so different from everyon eelse... unique.. beautiful... like a rare treasure... i alwaizz envied ur BEST frends ever cuz i wanted to be one... i finlli got there tho.. but den stupid scools had to separate us..i dun want us to fade... i love u so much dat i cant lose u... y do u tink i plan these lil get together things all da time huh? vuz i miss all u guys.. da internet is not the same as bein in person.. and neither is da fone.. u n me are so rite for each other its scarii... ur so quiet but i feel wen ur happi i am happi, wen ur in pain.. i feel it too.. i alwaizz alwaiz want u to be happi.. but it seems like its hard to do... i am alwaizz gun check who ur bfs are gun b and everything cuz not mani ppl are gun enuff for u.. no deyll never b gus enuff for u.. but a close one will hav to do.. gudness... i love u SOOO muchh... i remember all the gud things i used to hear bout u and still do.. haha i remember every moment i spent wiff u.. u could jus look into mai eyes and tell sumthing was wrong.. u knew me like noone else and u hav such gud frends and u keep ur word wiff everything that i admire u... i wish i were ike u sumttimes... being able to keep all mai emotions in.. and to keep promises... and jus to be a great person... if it werent for u and the grls... i wouldnt know what friendship was... u were alwaizz the person i could turn to... i can never c nething wrong wiff u... i bet its cuz there IS nothing wrong...i love u tine.. alwaizz keep ur head up okay??....muahzz<3
Kathy kimmm...
Kathy mai cutey booey lil freakin mammi !!! u alwaizz havmai back no matter the situation...i m so glad we hav a class together this year... u are one of the onli frends i hav from eighth grade that stuck close to mai heart... almost everyone has faded but i could never forget u.. u stuck wiff me no matter what and protected me wen i was scared, or in pain. u understood everything and comforted me throo everything...u re so strong it amzes me... but u hide so mani things it worries me...u are someone that alwaizz wants to protect and thinks of her frends b4 herself..wen ur around i feel like nutting can hurt me...i wanna return that to u.. u hav alwaizz been there for me so i will be thre in return... u n me hav never relli separated hav we?... its like God alwaizz wants us to be together...not even he can separate us ...i love u so much even tho sumtimes i seem apathetic, i onli show mai love to u so never doubt the wai i feel for u becuz u kno i love u wiff all mai heart...
Lyna...
You have no idea how much i miss u sumtimes - -;;.. haha i remember how u n me frs met at da mall for ur bdaii and how i never knew who u were until even later.. i remember how u n me had soo much fun in da halls in middle scool jus actin retarded n stupid but had the most fun doin it... i remember u were da frs person i EVER danced wiff haha ever in mai whole entire life.. so u basicalli taught me how.. ur so free i envy u lol.. it seems wen i am wiff u i could DO nething i want and say nething i want.. i could sound retarded, perverted,horni.. w/e its like ur da person i want everyone to SEE in me...gudness...we hav faded so muchhh it makes me sorta sad... i remember usualli wen all of us were together we would all talk nonstopp except for of course miss tinee lol. now wen we talk to each other in person it seems so... short.. but its getting better little by little rite? i remember wen u guys all came over to get reddi for hc... haha we had funn and mai da end of da nite all of us were sooo tired.. or maibe it was jus me hahahaa... well i love u so much grl and no matter how far we fade.. know dat i still love u da same amount i alwaizz did or more okay hun?? i needa plan another daii to hang outtt rite? lol ^^ maibe dis time sumone else should do it...lol ..muahz hun<33
Shirley Kimm...
heyy shirleyyy im so glad that i actualli got to spend time wiff u dis weekend. i wouldnt hav had it ne other waii.. freezing together brought back memories rite? lol y wen im wiff u, we alwaizz freeze our butts off?haha well i love u soo much shirley. i know we dont hang out as much as we ued to but ull alwaizz be mai favorite cuzin haha jus cuz i called u dat ever since we were litlle. yea ur brother and i mite hav more in common cuz we in da same grade and same frens and same classea and etc but i cant do sumthings wiff him that i can do wiff u and vice versa. even if i seem far and like ignoring u im not. trust me wen i say i dint hear u haha.. u kno how bad mai hearing is^^ well i love u shirley. and actualli even if i dint want it, were famili for life hahahahabut of course i do want it^^~
Brian Kim...
haha heyy cuz^^... im so glad we are cuzins. i dont know what i would hav done if we werent. U kno that i love u like crazii ritee?? i kno i mite get annoyng at times and stuff but u alwaizz sorta ignore it and deal wiff me haha. i remember wen u n i used to be MUCHOZ close to each other.. its not like dat nemore but w/e im around u , it jus sorta all comes back. I know that sumtimes i get relli upset about the past famili problems ive had and stuff but ur alwaizz there to help... besides if none of that ever happened, we wouldnt be as close as we are now. I bet we wouldve felt akward around each other if we jus visited and stuff if i still lived in NY. I am so glad that u are happi now wiff grace and that everything is working for u. i love u so much bcuz uve been there literalli since i was born...i dunno how i wouldve gotten throo living here wiffout u. u introduced me to everyone i kno now. thank you so much brian, thatnk you for being there wen i needed u and protecting me... thank u for being mai cuzin, brother, my frend..
Jennii.....
heyy babe... u n me are lezbian lovers i guess lol... not relli but actualli i dont kno hahahaha... jenni u r an amazing person... to b able to stand everything u go to all da time and to have the guts to tell a teacher to bite u .. i IDOLIZE u lol..omg jenni.. i care for u so muchh.. i remember wen we used to ditch everyone and take walks and go to places by ourselves and jus badmouth EVERYHONE... hhaha i kno its not a gud thing but u kno dere alwaizz has to be sumone u could do dat wiff.. ::sigh:: i remember wen i used to liv far and i was cryin and called u.. u drove all da waii over jus to comfort me... u are like mai partner in crime .. haha i feel like i kno around u i could do w/e i want and i wont be called a bitch or lectured or NETHING.. its jus like u n me agree on it... it felt amazing to find sumone who u could relate wiff so well .. especialli sumtime last year wen we had love triangle problems.. sucked - -;; haha but u n i alwaizz stucko it.. i remembr wen we thot the whole world hated us and well i dunno bout u but i onli thot WE were rite jus cuz i dint wanna believe that the rest of the world coud b rite too.. lol i love u so much cuz no matter what, if we fade and den get back together, den fade agn... we could alwaizz jus bounce rite back as quick as a ball and pretned we never faded... there are few ppl i could do dt wiff.. luckili ur one of them.. i love u SOOOO much jennii and even tho sumtimes i mite seem one sided or sumthin... jus remember i will still alwaizz be there for u so if u need to badmouth neone haha ill b dere. u could even badmouth me hahahahahahaha and watch me start to join in as soon as we start talkin lol.. ur so caring and truthfull and jus beautiful.. never leve me okay?? i love uuuuu<333...
Jessica unni...
UNNI U ANNOYING PEICE OF DDONG THAT I LOVE... hahaha yes we do bite each others buttd alot dont we?.. lol well its jus natural.. i kno dat i say i hate u and stuff but its onli cuz ur so dang annoying and too much like me sumtimes hahaha its our duty to annoy each other^^ u n me are so much alike and theresonli room for one in thiss world hahaha.. but trust me.. no matter how mani time i saw i hate u and i wish u die and all those other mean comments that i say and will prolli continue saying. i rellli do love u.. wiffout u, i prolli wouldnt be the person i am todaii bcuz remember i copied u in everything? and still do^^ hahaha well trst me.. dun let all the mean things i sy hurt u.. cuz u kno im jus takin mai angere out on u cuz ur easiest - -;; lol well i relli do love u unni^^
Kathy Unni...
Unni, ever since i was old enuff to know u i thot of u as the NICER sister . And i guess i still do.. but thats becuz me n unni hav so mani things alike dat we cant be in da same room for very long... ever since uve gone off to college i miss u more n more n every day.. in a waii u were alwaizz sorta like mai umma wen she wasnt around...u were alwaizz so strong and ther wen i neeed u...its like u care more bout me n unni den u care bout urself and u seccluded urself into ur own world..i am so glad that u are open now and happi... I love u somuch and i miss u more n more cuz ur gone but wen u cum back, i get even happier alltogether..I love u so much cuz u alwaizz understood me.. i wasnt afraid to tell u nething ever... i could tell u tings wen i was mad, sad, happi, depressed beyond resoning.. and u were basicalli mai psychiatrist...i even got to caring for u so much dat wen u were jus upset wiff me and u jus looked at me.. den I woulds start to cry cuz i dint want to upset u.. wiffout u in mai life iono how i would have lived.. i love u so much its never occured to me until i started writing this... its like i could never get mad enuff at u to throw sumthin at u...the onli thing that ever upsets me wiff u is dat... im scared i wont remember u if i go to heaven bcuz ur not a christian.. i would never ever force u to do nething against ur will.. but plz try cuz i never wanna forget the one person whos been there for me since ii was born to protect me and be mai mother and father both wen i dint hav one..i love u so much unni.. so no matter how much fun u hav at college or hangin out wiff ali.. remember u hav a lil sister that cares for u and misses u everytime ur not around... tank you unni...<3
Ali Lalani...
Ali lalani... u hav no idea how much i thank you.. uve taken me n mai sister into a whole new world where it is fun and happi and jus great all the time.. uve taken the sister i alwaizz knew to be as jus smart and weird to be amazing and loving.. uve changed her back into the person i knew b4 everything went wrong in our life... uve made hre happi agn and given back the person i missed foreva.. thank you for being the brother i never had.. and caring for me even wen mai sister was not here.. at frs i thot u were trying to b nice to stay gud wiff mai sister.. but i kno datis not true... u actualli like me as a frend and lil sister.. i feel safe wen im wiff u... like mai older brother or father that can do nething he wants.. strong and warm at the same time...or like mai sister describes u as a "big teddy bear" haha.... thank u for replacing thingsin our lives that hav been gone for a long time.. mai sister.. and a fatherly figure...
Richard Kim...
heyy hun... i wonder sumtimes... y dun u ever tell me to shut up or refuse givin me rides to places?... i know dat i talk like crazii alot but i swear wen u listen it could b interesting - -...the things i say mite seem annoying and jus useless...and im sry that u havta listen to it all da time ... but newaizz..tank u for never telling me to shut up and things..lol i remember wen i had the most humongous crush on u dat lasted foreva haha.. u found out and u ignored me for like half a year!.. lol i never want dat to happen ever agn.. ur jus so much more fun wen i could talk to u as a frend wiffout feeling akward or stuff. i could do nething i want like yell, scream, and even pick wedgies.. hmm.. maibe not dat last one too often hahahaha but still im so glad dat we are still frends throo all dat stuff that this ongoin group of frends went throo... the love triangles and all dat annoying crap that happened lol... haha tank u for bein such a gud frend and being there wen i was crying, askin what was wrong and jus tryin to help.. and tank u wiff ALL mai heart for introducing me to the guitar... dang at frs i learned it cuz u did it.. but now im like DANG dun touch mai guitar!! lol well tank u so muchh ^^ for still being mai frend throo all of this... thank u...<3
CRATE YC...~
u kno what? mai awesomen church DUZ get a shout out. everyone in it and God has changed mai life into something more great and wonderful.. the ppl i meet bright up mai faces, being in praise team brings me closer to God and frends. everything in it is alwaizz so positiv and givs me such a strong likin and jus alwaizz tries to make everything fun and great but GUD... i love jdsn and smn and everyone and most especialli God... I thank you God for bringing me to this church in particvular who have made me the person i am todai where i am not afraid to be maiself and pray and brought me back from mai stage of anger. this church has truloy changed mai life .. Our youth group and church together has brought me back to you God.. Thank you CRATE YC... i love each and everyone of u..
well yea... das all of it... i tink.. i hope i dintr forget neone.. but now mai hand aches like craziii >< lol and now i must finish mai hw.. ::sigh:: bai everyone.. enjoy.. and even tho i sed i love u alot in this entry... i ment every single wordd of itt..<3
~shana~<3 | 
